i don't know what to write right now

i don't know what should i write.actually i am little bit confused about something,something which i never thought of happen today i'll not mention it here,just because i didn't feel well right now and those things often comes in my mind which irritates me over and over again,i wanna get rid of it,i wanna come out of it,but i don't know how?All i know is i have to make myself as busy as possible.😊Nope it's not that easy bro as i said,i think a person like me who always think a lot and lot never be able to persuade his mind to stop thinking about something that you never want to think,its not only the case associated with me rather it happens with everone.isn't it?
                           Some people just justify you without prior knowing the problem of yours,there may be some reason which may resist him to do so but the person in front of you didn't know that and he/she just starting judging you that you are the culprit just because of you it happens so,you are changed and so on.Let me tell you one thing manish bhaiya is still remain  the same as he was before.Time has change but it does not change me.Just the circumstances has changed but not me,just the person has changed (change in their mindset) but not me.In the ruins of time where everything decay manish bhaiya has still managed himself as immortal(remains same as before).I don't know what to write next but I'm happy that i wrote many words which i didn't think of.
                                                                             Manish bhaiya"chandan"